Yes, Please :)

2013.

So, it's 2013 now. 

Firstly, I wanna wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

2012 has made me realize alot of things.

People that I THOUGHT makes me happy are actually the ones I don't need.

I don't need some person who comes beside me, hops one round and goes to some other person. 

NO. 

I don't need some person who thinks that he can help me with my probs and "trying" to help me with my problems but he doesn't even know what's going on in my life. He just wants to "help" me or stay "beside" me, hoping I will want him. 

NO.

Stop faking around me. What so good about me? -,-

So, 2012 has ended, and 2013 has started. 

Make new friends, and leave the ones that makes you annoyed with your life.

Some of you might think that I have changed.

Maybe you're right.

I did change. To a few certain people.

I've become nicer, sweeter.

To some, I've become meaner.

I've become nicer to those who has treat me well. And really, I enjoy being with you guys. I really appreciate you guys. I don't know how to repay other than be nicer or better to you guys. I'm sorry :(

& I've become meaner to those who, well, are mean to me? Well, no. It's only 1 or 2 I'm becoming mean to. Sigh. Maybe I just don't know how to tell you guys. You know, I feel that / you told me that you want to be "more than friends" but, I can't do that. And I don't know how to tell you. You have been flirting and flirting, I MAYBE PERASANTED, but, yeah, but I know you are. I can't be nice to you guys like I used to be coz, you might get the idea that, "hey, I can go on with this!" & you'll get hurt in the end and say that I have lead you on.. and bla bla bla... but, NO. I don't lead people on. So, yeah.

If you noticed that I'm getting meaner to you, I'm sorry & please don't come for me anymore. I don't wanna be mean to you just because I want to. It's not like that. What so nice about me? -,- I'm sorry, kay? 

Well, that's all I guess...

OH! And I went for orientation day on the 7th Jan 2013 :)

It was OKAY :) heeheee..

Class starting on the 14th! 5 more days! :D 

I can't wait. I promised my mum I will get excellent results for her in college since I can't do well in high school.

I pray that I can! 

Kay, CIAO! :)