Thankful.

Come to think of it, I have alot of people to be thankful for.

I never really think of this until Promise Phan, a YouTuber, is having a giveaway and I wanted to join...

The rule of the giveaway is to comment on her video on who or what you are thankful for, and she will choose the 4 winners.

So this is what I thought about for a long time, and wrote....

"First of all, I am thankful to God. I am thankful to Him because he brought me to this world and made me one of the luckiest people on the planet for knowing the people I know today.

Secondly, I am thankful for my parents. My mummy and daddy has always been role models to me ever since I was young. They are great parents and they really try really hard to bring me up to be a well-mannered, loving and responsible woman.

Thirdly, I am thankful for my granny. Every time my parents are off to work, my granny will be taking care of me. She is a really brave and hardworking lady. She is sometimes strict, but she is also loving. She doesn't only take care of me, but 2 of my siblings and another 2 of my cousins too! 

Fourthly, I am thankful for my siblings and cousins. They are my first friends. Amanda, Sabrina, Stephanie, Penny, Sebastian and lastly, the youngest, Andrew. They are the best. I feel that I am lucky to have them. I grew up with them. Playing with them daily, celebrating each and everyone of their birthdays, watching them smile happily after receiving their "angpow" every Chinese New Year and unwrapping Christmas presents with them when the clock strikes 12AM on the 25th Dec every year. Thinking back, happy tears are starting to form in my eyes. :')

Fifth, I am thankful for my best friend, Jennifer. I have known Jennifer for almost 8 years now. She has always been there for me, through my ups and downs. She's there to cry with me, laugh with me and be silly with me. We can just talk about anything together. She is like a sister to me. A really really close one. She is FAMILY.

Sixth, I'm thankful for my boyfriend, Shaun. He is always there, supporting me in whatever I do. He is there for me when I am stressed over my assignments. He will be there to bring me to have yummy desserts whenever I am not happy. He is there to take care of me whenever I am sick and he stays by my bedside the whole time. Most importantly, he is there to love me. I am always happy when he is around. 

Lastly, I am thankful for the friends and family members I have. The people I know. The people who gave me memories. Lots and lots of them.

I am thankful for everything in my life that made me who I am today <3"

Ignition X.

How does it feel? Being able to dance again? Being able to perform again?
It feels GREAT! Can't recall the last time I performed. Can't recall the last time I danced!!
Feeling a little nervous... Only a little, as for now :)

To be honest, I never thought that I would be able to perform again. Thinking to myself, "Yeah, I LOVE to dance. I did it in kindergarten and primary school. Can't wait to perform again!" BUT, I can't dance.
No, not really. I look retarded dancing. Tried learning a few dance by myself, didn't work.
Recorded myself dancing, Re-watched it, AND IT WAS HORRIBLE. THE LEGS, THE FACE, THE BODY PROPORTIONS. SO NO. No matter how much I loved the feeling of dancing on stage, I can't bring myself to perform infront of people after I left primary school. I thought that I would just be a joke to everyone by dancing.

Some of my friends from other dance crews asked me to join them. I would tell them, "Nah, next time la". But until I met my boyfriend, Shaun. When I knew that he dances, I was more attracted to him that I already was. AND HE HAS A DANCE CREW.. *WHAAAA*.. To me, I was like... WOAH, they must be good. AND THEY ARE! They are IGNITION X. A few of the original members are either busy, or they're studying overseas.
This, is how I came in.

Well, you see. IX's leader, Brian, was thinking of doing WOLF by EXO for one of the upcoming performances. They only had 6 members at that time. So Shaun persuaded me to start dancing again, and join them. So yeah. Leader recruited some other dancers that he has danced with before. So we have NGAM NGAM 12 of us. But last minute, WJ couldn't attend & our visual, PY fell sick.
We only had 8 days to learn up everything, and put everything together. 10 dancers, now or never.
Leader Brian was very patient, teaching us step by step.

Now, tomorrow is the day. Performing in Segi College, KD for their Mooncake Festival Celebration. Pray that the routine, dance & formation will go smoothly. IgnitionX, We can do it! :)

After this performance, not sure when will we be seeing each other the next time. Im gonna miss all of you guys. We'll do well tomorrow. I know we can :) <3

Canon EOS Kiss X5 (from Japan!)

Just wanna voice out.. Don't mean to offend anyone.
Went over to Low Yat Plaza in KL today to search for a Canon DSLR with my daddy and siblings. Reached there, parked the car & full of anticipation to look for a camera selling with a good price..

We went straight to the UG Floor as directory said that that is the only floor with Camera shops.

Fun Fact: Do you know that in Lowyat, They charge you 50 Cents to go in the toilet PER PERSON?!

Went round a few shops, they gave us the prices of a Canon EOS 600D which are RM 1700, RM 1750 & RM 1799. 

We already wanted to buy from the shop which gave the lowest price + guarantee + free gifts (Call me "cheap", but, who doesn't like free gifts, am I right? ;] )
BUT, another guy that was peeking at us from another corner shop says that he'll sell us the Canon EOS 600 D camera, including all the free gifts from the previous shop we went to, for the price of RM 1500!
ISN'T THAT CHEAP?!
Now, we said we wanted this shop as we are really really satisfied that we get to save up to RM 200!
The guy asked us to walk around and return later on as he has a customer waiting to be served. We walked around, went to the Ground floor to the Sony roadshow, and went back up, excited to test the camera out! But, to our disappointment, we went back to the shop and the shopkeeper said to my dad, "I'm sorry, Sir. Canon EOS 600D is all sold out. Would you want to look at our Canon EOS 650D?". 

We were like, WTF? Why is it out of stock when we asked you in the first place whether "DO YOU HAVE STOCK?". I... was speechless.. He played with my feelings (lol). I was so so so so happy! Before that, I even whatsapp-ed my boyfriend, Shaun & my good friend, Nick, saying "Imma happy girl! (smiley) (smiley) (smiley)". & NOW, I just felt like I've been punched in the face...

My dad said, "It's okay, girl. We'll go find some place else, okay?". 
My dad then called his friend whose friend sells camera & asked him how much was the cost price of the Canon 600D, and he said it was RM 1599. So, My dad concluded that, the shopkeeper gave us the wrong price, and then they paiseh to let us know, so they just say "No stock".

So, with my heart broken & mood brought down, we went round the floor to look for more shops. They gave us the prices RM 1900, RM 1799, lowest, RM 1750.
Saw the shopkeeper who wanted to sell us the camera fro RM 1500, going to another camera stall taking stocks from there. Apparently, they're associated and the man at the small stall (I suspect is the boss) was selling the camera for RM 1799, which is their best price. The young shopkeeper didn't even dare look at us.
Then, we came across a shop with a really rude old man. He was like "我给你RM1700. 只Free你一个 bag。你都走完真个地方了，这一个价钱是standard了。要就买，不要就别买。去别的地方吧“ ("I give you price RM 1700 + bag only. You went round already, I'm very sure this is the standard price they give you too. Want buy, buy, don't want, then go other places." )
Another WTF. Sighed, and walked off.

We went back to the shop where we first wanted to purchase but the young guy went out for dinner! So, we waited for really quite long for him. He came back, told us the price, & we said OKAY! I was happy again :) then, he went and call someone to get the stock, BUT, he came back to us telling us "NO STOCK". AGAIN?! He asked us to come back on Monday as they will have stock again. My dad said it's okay, then we walked out.

Went in another shop, they said they will sell us the Canon EOS 600D for RM1700, so my dad said, okay! Then another guy from the same shop says, "Oh, sold out orh. I JUST sold the last one. Buy Nikon lah! Nikon better mah". (This guy, gets the commission from Nikon. So, no wonder.)
Then we were like, "Nah, we want Canon".
Then he replied, "Oh, liddat ah. I can sell you Canon 600D, but different lens lah. The longer one. Want mou? RM 2K+ thou".
We were like, NAHH... So we walked away.

Then went pass alot of shop, and alot of them told us that Canon EOS 600D is very hard to find nowadays. So it's like, out of stock already.

Then, we came across this quiet shop. No customers in there.. So we were like, let's check it out. Not sure whether have we asked the guy before or not. & Yes, we asked before & the guy remembered me. He repeated the price to me with a dull and dead voice & face, "RM 1700, + Canon bag, 8GB Memory Card & Tripod". 
Then I looked at my dad, then turned back at the shopkeeper asking him "有没有 STOCK?" ("Got stock or not?") 
He confidently replied, "有". ("Got")
Then he called someone and asked about the stock. He put down the phone, and then told us, "EOS 600D, 没完了。只有EOS Kiss X5. 你介意吗?" ("EOS 600D, out of stock. We only have EOS Kiss X5 left. Do you mind?")
I was like... wtshit? no 600D again? but, what is Kiss X5?
Then he nicely explained to me, "Kiss X5 & 600D is the same :) It is also the same as Rebel T3i. Different names, different place manufactured. 600D is manufactured in Asian countries, while Kiss X5 is in Japan & Rebel T3i is in America :) If you don't believe me, you can check Google... Alot of Malaysian don't believe me and they just walk away :(("
I wasn't quite sure, so I checked online and it really is! :)

The Canon EOS 600D is an 18.0 megapixel digital single-lens reflex camera, released by Canon on 7 February 2011.^[1] It is known as the EOS Kiss X5 in Japan and the EOS Rebel T3i in the Americas.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Canon_EOS_600D

I was quite shocked! I didn't know different countries have different names :o And the name Canon EOS Kiss X5 is so so cool! x) I was kinda jakuning. haha.

So, I said, I didn't mind, and he took the stock for me.. :) I am a happy girl! :) The dull & dead voiced shopkeeper is like joking and laughing while talking now! It was kinda funny how he transformed once I told him I wanna buy the camera. heh.
Apparently, he was teaching photography before selling cameras. haha..
We said thank you, and left.

So, yeah :) WHEEEE~ IMMA HAPPY GIRL ^^
Went for dinner at Restaurant Siu Siu in KL. Did alot of test shots there :)

That's all for today! I hope you didn't get annoyed by my rant >< 

Conclusion: I don't wanna go Low Yat Plaza anymore.. T.T

The Meeting.

Today, the day le boyfie met le besties :)
It went well, I guess :)
They could get along.. Need more warming up thou.
Love these people la. Crazy <3

My boyfriend.. So handsome and attractive <3

Boyfie looks like he wanna kill people when he's driving. His concentration level.... (Y)

I'm driving. DON'T JUDGE ME.

The Best Friends, YueTeng and Mayli :)

This is THEM. Rach, Teng and Shaun <3

Truthfully, without the best friends, I won't be me. 

Without them all, I won't know what to do. I really won't.

I love you guys ♥

What more, could I ask for?

What more could I ask for?
Great friends, caring family members, an awesome and loving boyfriend, healthy life.

I'm finally feeling happier and starting to appreciate life more than I already do.
I'm once again looking forward to a new day everytime I open my eyes and jump out of bed.

Being with the best friends, every once in a while, living how we were in high school. I really miss those days.
Being with the college mates, laughing about ANY & EVERY thing. Being just like immature little kids we are.
Being with the family members, sharing jokes and stories from our lives in schools, college & work.
Being with the boyfriend, he's always there for me. Being an awesome idiot as he is, always making me laugh, making me happy.


Loved ones. Really. What more could I really ask for? :) <3

Screw the others.

By the way, watch this video! It's made by a friend of mine :) Enjoy and LAUGH! <3

Extra Goodie: Le Handsome Leehom :3

Happiness.

Happiness. Happiness comes with a price.
Gaining someone in life, means losing another.
For me, I've gained one, lost a few.

I mean, I really am grateful to have him. I am really thankful that God sent him into my life.
To love me, to listen, to make me happy.
But I still feel empty.

Why must it be this way?

I feel like we're being distanced. Alot.
You just won't want to talk to me.
Seen the message, but no reply.
I miss you both.

You said that you are still there for me. I know you are.
I am still here for you. Don't keep things to yourself.
Share your troubles with me.
I miss talking to you alot.

I miss our Skype sessions. I miss our oovoo sessions.
I miss the times we try to find every and any reason to meet up with each other.

I cry all the time thinking how did chatting with you everyday, sharing every single thing with each other, turned out to less than 3 chats per week.

It has been for almost 3 weeks now..

I miss my best friend.

ASDFGHJKLOMFGWTFBBQ

Hellows, my lovelies~ :)

I'm kinda having my 3 week + (?) sem break now. 

Just like this, my first sem in college has ended. 

Am I ready for second sem? OH YES I AM :)

The sad thing is that most of us are gonna get split-ed up as some of them are taking other course.

*cries* Oh wells.

Next up, OMGEEES! LEEHOM GRABED MY HAND! :')
Well, yeah, I went to one of Leehom's 3 day concert in Genting Highlands!
I went for the second day, which they say is nothing compared to the third day, but, nah, its okay!
Leehom was FANTASTIC!

My baby put up such a great show! :') <3 just awesome! From 8:30PM - 11:30PM, Starting with Huo Li Quan Kai, and ending with Kiss Goodbye..

I miss you already :'(

Special thanks to Jeff who offered me his ticket and provided me transport to gentings too!

Thanks so so so so so much, Jeff! Don't know how to repay you ><

Went to Serendah with my collegemates! :)

The Glass House we stayed in :)

Our Bedroom
*girls took the whole 4 person beds. Poor boys slept on the floor*

The Natural Pool

Before swimming :)

Best organizer on earth! :)  Our Awesome Mummy too! She planned this trip, drove us there, bought everything , cooked for us, cleaned the dishes for us. She did everything. Thanks, Jing <3 (the middle one!)

BBQ for dinner :) It was messy.

Here's some pics of the monkey being a kid and all :)

Last, but not least, a group photo.

We had NO Phone or wifi signals. Even calling our parents is hard. But that, really has bonded us together. Love you guys. :) <3 Every single one of you. Jing, Qing, Hao, Regine and Amin :) 

Love this picture ZhengHao took of me. Thankss, Hao! :)

*Serendah Getaway pictures are all credited to Zheng Hao | Photography :)

and then, Student council! I got it! I got in :3

BUT, still under probation. 

I hope I'll do well. Hope I'll do as well as how I did in Leo Club.

I'm not comparing it to Leo, nono , i'm really not. 

But just attending Student council meeting today reminded me alot of Leo club.

I miss being in Leo :'( The memories and friends I made there :/

Well, lots of things to do starting from next week!

First of all, IACT COLLEGE STUDENT ORIENTATION. 

I'll see you freshmen there ;) 

AAAAAAAAAAANNNNNND, That's all for today's post :) 

Until next time, take care guys :) x

Life Updates :)

I'm sorry that I haven't been updating my blog T.T
I hear my blog cryingg~

So, what has been going on in my life?
1) I started college! :)
2) Met alot of new friends
3) I'm still making more and more new friends :)
4) The 1st semester of college is coming to an end.
5) OH YA, GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE & I'M DRIVING EVERYWHERE :D
6) I'm more hardworking in college than in high school.
7) I'm louder in college than in high school.
8) I laugh louder and am crazier in public than I usually am.
9) I'm still single ;) No right guy yet.
10) and most importantly, I miss my Best Friends, YueTeng & Mayli. :'(

I haven't been able to meet up with the Best Friends for quite sometime now :(
We all have exams and test coming up. The only bad thing about being in college.
We all can't see and catch up with each other as much as when we're in high school.
Thinking about it kinda makes me wanna cry.. Sighh... They are the closest to me in terms of relationships.

I hope to meet up with them very very soon :(

Aitess.. Off to college~
Until next time, take care, guys :)

Yes, Please :)

2013.

So, it's 2013 now. 

Firstly, I wanna wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

2012 has made me realize alot of things.

People that I THOUGHT makes me happy are actually the ones I don't need.

I don't need some person who comes beside me, hops one round and goes to some other person. 

NO. 

I don't need some person who thinks that he can help me with my probs and "trying" to help me with my problems but he doesn't even know what's going on in my life. He just wants to "help" me or stay "beside" me, hoping I will want him. 

NO.

Stop faking around me. What so good about me? -,-

So, 2012 has ended, and 2013 has started. 

Make new friends, and leave the ones that makes you annoyed with your life.

Some of you might think that I have changed.

Maybe you're right.

I did change. To a few certain people.

I've become nicer, sweeter.

To some, I've become meaner.

I've become nicer to those who has treat me well. And really, I enjoy being with you guys. I really appreciate you guys. I don't know how to repay other than be nicer or better to you guys. I'm sorry :(

& I've become meaner to those who, well, are mean to me? Well, no. It's only 1 or 2 I'm becoming mean to. Sigh. Maybe I just don't know how to tell you guys. You know, I feel that / you told me that you want to be "more than friends" but, I can't do that. And I don't know how to tell you. You have been flirting and flirting, I MAYBE PERASANTED, but, yeah, but I know you are. I can't be nice to you guys like I used to be coz, you might get the idea that, "hey, I can go on with this!" & you'll get hurt in the end and say that I have lead you on.. and bla bla bla... but, NO. I don't lead people on. So, yeah.

If you noticed that I'm getting meaner to you, I'm sorry & please don't come for me anymore. I don't wanna be mean to you just because I want to. It's not like that. What so nice about me? -,- I'm sorry, kay? 

Well, that's all I guess...

OH! And I went for orientation day on the 7th Jan 2013 :)

It was OKAY :) heeheee..

Class starting on the 14th! 5 more days! :D 

I can't wait. I promised my mum I will get excellent results for her in college since I can't do well in high school.

I pray that I can! 

Kay, CIAO! :)